Andro, here I come?

As I wrote in my introductory post, I've recently realized that my gender identity is more androgynous than my outward physical appearance currently portrays. Outwardly, I'm very very femme. I have long blonde hair, and I never wear anything masculine-ties, boxers, nothing. I never play with gender.

But I'm recently realizing that I think I would be a lot happier if my physical appearance matched how I feel in the inside. I don't feel as feminine as I look. I feel much more "in the middle" of a masculine/feminine spectrum. I want to be more gender neutral, or gender queer, if you will.

So, Andro, here I come, right?

Well, it's mainly physical changes that I want to see happen. How do I go about doing that?

I've currently identified two challenges that I think I need to accomplish in order to help my appearance seem more andro. The first, is that I think I'd like to shorten my hair a bit. Right now I don't see myself chopping it all off-I don't think I'd like to do that either. But I can make it a little more shoulder-length, because right now it almost hits my chest.

Secondly, I think I'd like to lose a little bit of weight and increase muscular definition. Right now I think my body is much more feminine-curvy chest, less arm definition, than I feel I'd be happy with.

So, those are my thoughts. I'm scheduled to get a hair cut this Saturday, and I can start eating and working out differently tomorrow.

Andro, here I come!